I guess now of any other post that I’m moody or wanting to curse anyone … I better don’t blog in my Blogger now … Since that space is being exposed to any parties and they will declare cold war against me …

And a person who I don’t know (get to know via blog) will suddenly advice me (if my best friends is okay) … which I feel uncomfortable and blog his own blog saying what is the use of emo-ing …

Well, my emo is not those really EMO … my emo more in like angry … Don’t said you don’t EMO for something, then you not a human anymore …

I trying to don’t give a damn about it … but that thing keep irradiating me … So forgive me lah, Pixy is easily distracted …

Pixy Out

Samsung LCD TV model LA-32A650 model,

32 inches with Full HD,

4 HDMI ports,

Wiselink/USB port,

50,000:1 contrast ratio …

Overall, is quite a good TV. though I haven’t see the TV with it’s full HD quality … also with Crystal Design that acts like mirror

Pixy Out

Bought a new 4GB Kingston brand pendrive on Saturday … Planning to have a collections of Kingstons USB pendrives ….

I still remembered last year I bought 4GB pendrive, about RM126 … Now 4GB pendrive is just only around RM35+ in Low Yat Plaza …

DAMN ! Drop like hell the price …

Pixy Out

Just like an addiction towards new stuff.

Well, those kind of addiction I have …

I feel like … When I saw C905, with 8.1 megapixel camera … I was like FUCK !! What the hell ? … So fast they have 8 MP camera phone ? … Too soon man …

Ahhh, too bad I don’t have any cash … i have to wait then …

Lord Pixy Out

My body is full with rage, anger and hatred … Feel like wanna destroy something, kill someone …

However, I know that I must resist those feelings when I’m working. I just can’t afford to lose my job, with those stupid and childish act of anger.

I managed to get through the day, and another day just passed.

I still don’t understand why I feel like that that day, maybe I think of someone with her boyfriend together. And maybe I feel so angered … Heh, I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me, I’m just too sensitive about things …

And I learned about something …

There is LOVE, there will be HATRED …

Lord Pixy Out

So this so ‘called’ programmer … Said that he is damn experience in the PC for 10 years … So today my presentation day has come ..

He decided to use his database in Access 2007 … and said that mine will be the backup project … And I asked him about his working progress … Holy fuck, so complex relationship until your eyes and turn 720 degrees …

I was wondering … What the fuck you makes things so complicated ? The question is calling us to do something simple database for a sole trader business … and yet you said it is very easy to understand …

Well, I don’t really understand a fuck in your fucking relationship table …

and so we enter our presentation battlefield ..

Firstly, our so called ‘programmer’ explain how glory is his project … while I look on … Unfortunately, when comes to the MOST BASIC part of creating a database … He got SCREWED … and start to have arguments with the lecturer …

I mean … COME ON !! .. The lecturer is the Judge there !! … We are just only Lawyer who gonna prove and convince the Judge … Not to piss off the Judge ..

So I calm my partner down .. and yet he still want to continue to argue with her … and I considered I know quite well about this lecturer attitude … since she did a presentation before with me during my foundation …

and my fucking partner left me no choice … NOT A SINGLE FUCKING CHOICE … I show to my lecturer my backup database base … The lecturer said okay .. show my database … and my fucking partner said : Shu Bin do not want to talk with you”

HEY !!! FUCK YOU MAN !!!

You said you wanna seek for distinction and now you already pissed off the lecturer … AND YET you fucking bugger still have the mood to said THAT !!

You know what fucker ? I’m the one who is suppose to be FEAR and SCARED of this presentation cause you do this database for yourself and I don’t know about it … and yet I saw your hands are shaking and I don’t feel anything shaky since starting of the presentation …

and in the end when I present my backup database … you just like ran away from me and the lecturer … abandon me alone for the presentation … what a wuss man …

So, Mr ‘Programmer’ … FUCK OFF if you see my blog …

Pixy Out

Sorry I can’t really modify much in this blog, cause I still not used to WordPress …

Guess I need to seek help from Sheep, Mira, and Saru next time

and I choose this song as the opening ceremony of my blog ..

Enjoy …

Waking The Demon – Bullet For My Valentine

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2, 3, 4

Helpless,
My eyes are bleeding from the fear that’s inside,
You sealed your demise,
When you took what was mine,
Don’t try and stop me from avenging this world,
No voice to be heard!

Waking The Demon,
Where to run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There’s not much longer, so don’t try and fight,
Your bodies weakining, Walk to the light,
Those painful times, so alone so ashamed,
I’m not coming back, there’s nothing to gain

Caution there’s just no limits to the boundaries you push
I’ve warned you but still you fuck with my mind
There’s no escape from this rage that I feel
Nothing is real

Waking The Demon,
Where to run to?
Walking in shadows,
Watch the blood flow,
There’s not much longer, so don’t try and fight,
Your bodies weakining, Walk to the light,
Those painful times, so alone so ashamed,
I’m not coming back, there’s nothing to gain

Breathe for me
Don’t wake me from this slumber.
Stay With me
Possession taking over

NOOOOO!!
Tread!

Breathe for me
Don’t wake me from this slumber.
Stay With me
Possession taking over

Waking The Demon!

PS: After watching the video … Do you think that the person transform to a werewolf looks abit like a sheep ? LOL !!

Pixy Out

Now I seriously do not like group assignments …

Why ?

Because I can’t really coup with some kind of people that seeks for PRIDE … Those who wants everything perfect than any other else …

Don’t just be so over-confident because you are a programmer you think you are a Professional asshole … I just want the main shit to be done … Those other shit up designing things can do later …

and you pick the vote number is a random time that the lecturer can simply decide our presentation date and time … and I’m not free to fuck with this assignment anymore … I just wanna finish it FAST … So fed up of this frustrating assign … and you said “What Wrong with me” … I just doing for the sake of my group … what happened if she put the date more earlier than the time I want ? … MORE FUCKING FRUSTRATING and STRESSED UP …

Okay, considered I’m too hasty to make that sudden decision … but the thing I done is just for the group assign … If you feel not happy … LEAVE … I can find others members that are struggling seeking for partners …

I won’t make a move unless you do so …

Pixy Out ..